What are the signs a person is a psychopath?
Think you are feeling like this?
I became a psychopath.
What was/is it like am I still?
It was easily one of the worst experiences of my life.
I have never been a psychopath, during those few days perhaps I had a glimpse of what it’s like. Those were some truly horrible days.
After removing my thyroid my body slowly used up whatever thyroid hormone I had left. Day after day living became more difficult. Working around the house like walking in mud. Simple conversations were tiring, by the afternoon I would crash on the couch for several hours.
My brain slowed to a crawl. It was like I watch thoughts happening in real-time. I’d ask myself a question and just wait for the answer to come to my mind. If someone asked me a question with several aspects, I’d completely lose track of what they asked by the time they finished their questions.
It was once I’d hit the lowest point that perhaps I experienced what it feels like to be a psychopath. I become very concerned because I could see what was coming, there was no emotion to it because it was as if my emotions had simply disappeared.
Even then I was still not at the bottom, I cautioned my partner that we needed to be careful because I could see that my concern for her welfare was slipping away.
Within another day I felt nothing inside. My brain was calm, but I could get angry pretty easily. I didn’t care what I said because I didn’t care about the impact on the people around me. When my partner came around, I felt nothing for her. The tremendous love I have had completely vanished. She could have walked out the door and I truly wouldn’t have cared.
Everyone around me had the same importance to me, which was none. Family, friends, it was all the same.
I didn’t want to see my children, which is something that has never happened to me before, but they didn’t mean anything to me at that moment.
I remember realizing that, at that moment, if I had hurt someone it wouldn’t have impacted me at all. I went shopping and as I walked down the aisle I made no effort to move out of people’s way, one girl not paying attention hit into me and fell on the floor. Normally I would have moved out of her way or gently stopped her moving back, but this time I didn’t. I didn’t feel bad for her and didn’t help her up.
My mind usually works quickly and I was glad during that time it was running slowly. Looking back on it having a fully functioning mind, with that complete lack of care for others I could do a lot of harm.
When I started to take thyroid hormone after a couple weeks my different systems started to work again. The order was amazing to me and have changed how I think about how the mind is wired.
One evening when I was driving home I had the first of my emotional systems come back on, which was fear. I was overwhelmed with fear, it was a very difficult drive home, it was terrifying.
when I got back home my ability to feel sadness came back to me. It overwhelmed me and I cried and cried. Later that evening my sense of empathy came back and then the sense of who I was and my care and concern for the world and the people around me came back. It was almost like a light turned on in my mind.
Psychopaths, I believe, miss the wiring in the parts of our brain that handle these emotions, empathy, and concern. If those moments were representative of how a psychopath feels all the time, then I feel very sorry for anyone with that condition and more so for the people around them.
Psychopathy is a personality construct consisting of a cluster of characteristics used by mental health professionals to describe someone who is charming, manipulative, emotionally ruthless and potentially criminal. Based on how frequently the term is used in media, you’d think psychopaths are everywhere. In truth, it is estimated that they make up one percent of the population. Psychopaths are gifted at hiding in plain sight, though. Many appear normal and inviting on the surface. By assessing some core personality patterns, watching the person’s emotional effect, and paying attention to their relationships, you can learn to spot the psychopath among you.
For example, do you know me, then I am sure that I also know you? The bet was the same. Any bet? Be afraid, very afraid is all I can tell you. 1% of the people in the US are just like you and me.
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